I'm sorry dear.

Thru this 1 month plus, its been a tough one for you.

For you to holding on to me despite all the stupid things that I'm giving to you when you're trying your best to keep this relationship going.

I know its so tiring for you all these while, yet it went to a stage where you've changed your attitude towards me. Even so when you're tired of all the quarrels, you still hold on. I'm really happy that you gave me another chance to change, to amend all the hurt I gave you. I'm willing to change is not base solely on my love, it's for the better of us. I've been pushing so hard on you, trying to get you to keep up to my expectation. I never really care how you feel. I somehow took your love for granted. After yesterday crying and soul searching, I'm really regretting for what I had done. I was so wrong to say all those words when I love you dearly. I felt guilty, to hurt someone I love and someone that love me dearly too. And each and everytime we quarrel was the cause of my anger that took over me. I don't blame my anger, but I blame myself for being so rash each and everytime I'm angry. I vent it on you as if you deserve all this.

Dear, I want you to know that I mean it when I say I wanna change. I didn't ask you to give me time to change, cuz I'm determine to change. I start changing when you gave me a chance to do so. I want us to last, to make it through every obstacles, and love till the end. I don't want to let you go, never will. We will work everything out together when we face problem. I will be more understanding towards you. I will be extra careful with the words coming out from me while talking to you. I don't want to hurt you any further more than these. I hope our love in us keep us strong and keep us going.

I love you.