How I wish the night never turns to daylight.
The sky stays dark, the room stays cold and you stay right beside me hugging me under blanket.
There's no other words to describe this feeling I had whenever I open my eyes seeing you so close to me. Your hands around my waist, your face facing me. And me facing you, in your hug that warms me up.
I felt so safe for the entire night, knowing that you were so close to me and I could feel you.
You are the one that keeps me to sleep through the night without any fear.
When the sun rises, how I dread that it didn't.
So, I would be able to stay in the night over and over again.
But it still rises, and we got to wake up.
The night eventually ended.
I really wish the night will never end.
Even if it ends, I wish we will have the rest of the nights beside each other.
I hope we will have the rest of the nights again.
Dear, this is the first time having to sleep in someone hug for the entire night.
I felt love, I felt secure, I felt contented to have you right beside me.
I don't want to ask for more but you.
And I wish I will be able to give you the secure feeling that you gave me.
I want you to feel the love as much as I do.
I want you to feel content like how I do.
I want to share all the good things with you.
I want to see your face filled with smiles every single day when you're with me.
I want to share every time of mine being with you.
In terms of good or bad times, I just wish I will be there to be with you.
I know my mistake, I shouldn't say words that's untrue to let you walk away.
I should have tell you how much I wanted you to stay than leave.
Dear, I've always wanted to tell you how much I love having you by my side.
I never really wanted you to leave easily like how I said out those hurtful words easily.
I was ignorant back then. Now when you were about to leave, I feel the pain and guilt felt in me asking me why did I tell you to leave when deep down I don't want you to.
We will start all over again from scratch to have a better relationship than before. I will treasure you like how you do.
Give me a chance will you?
I love you.