The reason I have to hold on till now.
I believe.
No matter how bad you mention of me to others, no matter how much stress when you're with me. I believe, you do know I've good points too. No matter how harsh you might get, I believe you don't mean it and it sure hurts you like I do. I believe you will one day get back to me because you promised you wouldn't leave, all you need is time. I believe every action you do now, you've got a reason behind it. I believe, all the things you do now might be the best of us. I believe you know I'm yearning for you to be back. I believe that you still have the faith in me that I'd change. I believe that you will accept me once again for all the wrong doings I've done. I believe you won't bid goodbye to me because you know I wouldn't want to say another goodbye. I believe every tears I shed is worth it for you, because it only goes to show how much it hurts when you're not around. I believe we'll be able to make through this obstacle. I believe we'll be able to build a future of our own with both our hands holding on not letting go. I believe the past makes us better in the future. I believe the bond in us wouldn't be able to tear us apart just like this. I believe so long as I try to be a good one, you will see it. I believe that our love won't turns to hate. I believe you will make me a happy girl once again.
I love you, J.